This is our Fate !!

Some days I stay up awake at night 

and the silence is so loud 

it overwhelms me 

I can't sleep or eat 

filled with so much negativity 

till negativity became me 

but I lie 

and carry on smiling 

because that's a person 

I want to be 

so happy joyful and carefree 

people say just be confident 

they don't understand 

that you get tired 

you get weak 

I just need you to understand 

that I'm filled with self-hate 

and it consumes me 

because 

I wasn't told to be proud of myself 

and love who I am 

NO, I was told 

there were expectations and limitations 

and limitations and fought for every can't be a can 

so filled with hate I suffocate 

This is my Fate !
This is our Fate !!

#siththammaya